Understanding Relationships: When Nothing Feels Okay

You can consume endless wisdom and still avoid real life. You feel like you do the work through insight consumption but never integrate/experience that insight in the world yourself. That’s where I’ve been stuck. I’ll listen, watch & reflect, analyze and call it growth!! But knowing about something isn’t the same as LIVING it. There comes a point where understanding becomes another place to hide. This idea of “self aware” makes it so easy to stay in your mind and then you’ll tell yourself you’re

Notice how Est isn’t behaving the way he usually does. Everyone knows Est is a very calm person , normally, he barely talks, he stays quiet and composed. But here? That calm is gone. With Joong there and plus in front of him, Est clearly doesn’t know how to act. He does everything possible to avoid eye contact. Meanwhile, Jung does the opposite, he looks. On purpose.( Joong Est read and see my posts, because of this behavior, they saw our videos about how they can’t help themselves to look at ea